Welcome to 2010

So here's another year and another round of resolutions. I think I like resolutions but I'm not too sure. I'd like to think that if something is truly important enough I'd incorporate it into my daily routine automatically but I know that I'm not always strong enough to do that.

And doesn't that sound weak.

But I guess I think about all the things that I'd like to do (like taking a weekly photo walk by myself just to take some shots, reflect, and get a little excersise -gasp-) and somehow I haven't been able to commit to the time. That's frustrating.

I'm still stunned (happily) by the arrival of Connor. There are times where I sit and hold him and I look around at where I am in life and it takes me a minute to catch my breath and take it all in.

It's funny because I'd be the first one to tell you that I want life to be the equivalent of a roller coaster ride. Always changing and on the edge. But at the same time I find this incongruity in that I sometimes wish for the "normalcy" that I should have by now. It's weird.

It's hard to describe really. Sometimes I feel that I'm looking through the viewfinder of someone else's camera and it takes me a minute to realize that the pictures that I'm looking at are actually mine.

Anyway, welcome to 2010. I hope that whatever challenges, resolutions, and promises that I make during this year I succeed.

I also hope that my 3 babies all have a wonderful, healthy, and exciting year.